Tears of the Oppressed
"I observed all the oppression that takes place in our world. I saw the tears of the oppressed, with no one to comfort them. The oppressors have great power and the victims are helpless. So I concluded that the dead are better off than the living. And most fortunate of all are those who were never born. For they have never seen all the evil that is done in our world."
This is Solomon talking at the beginning of Ecclesiastes chapter four. After I read this I sit and wonder what it is that Solomon had seen and what it is that Solomon had experienced that would lead him to saying this. I just can't believe it because Solomon is the king, he's at the top, he couldn't have it better, yet he's sitting there saying that it's better to be dead than living in this world! I am left completely speechless because I wonder how many of us have felt the same way before.
This reminds me of his father, David. David was called a "man after God's own heart." He was also the king. I mean, the KING! I don't know if I can stretch that out enough. THE KING! This guy was at the top, but look at what he writes in Psalm 6:
"I am worn out from sobbing.
Every night tears drench my bed;
my pillow is wet from weeping.
My vision is blurred by grief;
my eyes are worn out because of all my enemies."
Does this sound like the king to you? I mean, I guess he could be upset about a battle earlier that day. Apparently he has enemies that are bothering him, but something that would get him this upset... This guy is the king, he's on top, but his heart has sunk low, his bed is dripping with tears, and his eyes can't even see because of how distraught he is. Do you ever spend nights like this?
This makes me think of yet another guy who is king and he just breaks down in grief and despair. This takes place in Matthew 26:
"Then Jesus brought them to an olive garden called Gethsemane, and he said, "Sit here while I go on ahead to pray." He took Peter and Zebedee's two sons, James and John, and he began to be filled with anguish and deep distress. He told them, "My soul is crushed with grief to the point of death. Stay here and watch with me." He went on a little farther and fell face down on the ground, praying, "My Father! If it is possible, let this cup of suffering be taken away from me. Yet I want your will, not mine.""
Personally, I think this part was harder for Jesus than actually being on the cross. In the Gospel of Luke it says that "he was in such agony of spirit that his sweat fell to the ground like great drops of blood." Clearly the hardest thing Jesus went through was on the cross when God had to forsake him and all the sin he was taking on, but I think ranking right up there after it would be this scene right here. Jesus is in this garden filled with grief at what he knows he's about to go through. Jesus decides to pull some of his best friends off the the side to pray with him and then he falls face down to the ground to pray.
Does this seem right? Jesus, who is God in the flesh, so distraught and upset? Is this possible? Jesus is king of all creation and he is seen here crying drops of blood. He is seen here filled with so much grief and so much anguish.
Jesus is experiencing so much pain, it makes me wonder why we doubt that he could understand what we're going through down here. It makes me wonder why we could doubt his knowledge of "all the evil that is done in our world." The truth is, if you are feeling oppressed there is someone to comfort you, for Jesus has gone through the very same thing. David who's pillow was soaked with his tears of grief ends his Psalm with these words,
"The Lord has heard my crying.
The Lord has heard my plea;
The Lord will answer my prayer."
Quotations taken from: Ecclesiastes 4:1-3, Psalm 6:6-7, 8-9, Matthew 26:36-39, Luke 22:44